Midnight hit and I didn’t even notice. It feels like time just loops around sadness. Another year, another version of me pretending I’m okay.
Midnight hit and I didn’t even notice. It feels like time just loops around sadness. Another year, another version of me pretending I’m okay.
It’s almost midnight again. I still feel like the same broken melody.
Thankful for… I don’t know. My music? My thoughts? The silence after everyone else goes to bed?
I dressed up as someone who has it together. It was the scariest costume at the party.
Autumn started today. Leaves falling like pieces of me I don’t know how to hold onto.
I journaled with black ink tonight. It smeared when I cried. It kinda looked like art. Messy, but honest.
Fireworks exploded outside. My headphones exploded inside. I think I prefer my emotional breakdowns with a screamo soundtrack.
The summer solstice. Longest day of the year. But it still felt empty. Isn’t it wild how the sun can shine and you still feel cold inside?
I tried smiling today… it felt fake. Like drawing a heart on a napkin only for it to get soaked and torn. People talk, but I just hear static.
I played that one song again. You know the one that rips you open and reminds you of everything you’ve buried? Yeah. That one.
I saw a couple laughing on a bench today. I smiled for a second, then remembered I’m alone and kept walking.
Valentine’s Day. Everyone’s posting pictures of love. I posted a selfie with my cat. At least he doesn’t leave me on read.